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back from the dead? [12 Nov 2005|08:33pm] [ mood | done with csu apps ] [ music | talk show host - radiohead ] I want to I want to be someone else or I'll explode Floating upon this surface for the birds The birds The birds You want me? Fucking, well come and find me I'll be waiting With a gun and a pack of sandwiches And nothing Nothing You want me? Well, come on and break the door down You want me? Fucking come on and break the door down I'm ready

best worst day ever [08 Aug 2005|10:59pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | new jersey soundtrack ] so today was the best worst day ever i had a shitty day all day today. it was pretty horrible. i wont even talk about it.lets just say that it was topped by being sexually harassed by my new boss, and me screaming and crying for an hour and a half. but the best thing(s) that happened today: *hang out with flor and michael (and briefly leah and jaclyn). target trips to moorpark and starbucks and the ex-spot definatly lifted my spirits *get home, parents are asleep - walk naked to get water and when i get back to my room my phone rings and its erica telling me shes outside. once i find some clothes, we had the greatest half hour catch-up marathon story telling EVER. damn i missed that girl. well, this seems like a sufficient update - my first REAL one in a while ♥

i liked today [06 Aug 2005|10:35pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | soco amaretto lime// brand new ] highlights of today: *aimee and flor visit my work *seeing nicole and amanda *pulling up next to a really cute guy, who is listening to emo music equal to your own. *and then having him smile and taking a picture of me with his fingers *and then being told that we have obvious chemistry *and not being scared ♥

i didnt understand [28 Jul 2005|09:41pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | elliott smith// i didnt understand ] thought you'd be looking for the next in line to love then ignore put out and put away and so you'd soon be leaving me alone like i'm supposed to be tonight, tomorrow and everyday there's nothing here that you'll miss i can guarantee you this is a cloud of smoke trying to occupy space what a fucking joke what a fucking joke i waited for a bus to separate the both of us and take me off far away from you 'cos my feelings never change a bit i always feel like shit i don't know why i guess that i "just do" you once talked to me about love and you painted pictures of a never-neverland and i could've gone to that place but i didn't understand i didn't understand i didn't understand sound familiar? ♥

stolen from "eat my nuts" [18 Jul 2005|12:18am] THIRTEEN THINGS YOU LOVE: 1. the jeans 2. harry potter 3. my bed 4. ferguson 5. my friends 6. money 7. napili, maui 8. studio city, ca 9. UCSC 10. kresge college 11. eternal sunshine 12. diet crap 13. going to target (with flor) TWELVE MOVIES: 1. ETERNAL SUNSHINE 2. white oleander 3. lord of the rings(all 3) 4. american beauty 5. 28 days later 6. the good girl 7. baz luhrmans romeo+juliet 8. crash 9. finding nemo 10. bringing up baby 11. dirty dancing 12. harry potter (all of them, even the ones that havent come out yet) ELEVEN BANDS YOU LIKE: 1. get up kids 2. damien rice 3. the acadamy is 4. deathcab for cutie 5. elliott smith 6. the postal service 7. the faint 8. iron and wine 9. jack johnson 10. jimmy eat world 11. radiohead TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU: 1. i drive barefoot 2. my biggest fear is being trapped 3. i want ucsc 4. my piece is named vincent 5. i havent unpacked from a trip i took two weeks ago 6. some fuck shit ruined harry potter for me 7. i have erased people from my life entirly 8. i love carrots (...FLOR!) 9. i was in two car accidents before i got my lisence 10. if i could live anywhere in the world besides here it would be in hawaii NINE GOOD FRIENDS: 1. flor 2. erica 3. mia 4. amanda 5. samara 6. nicole 7. ferguson 8. otis 9. marcus EIGHT FAVORITE FOODS/DRINKS: 1. diet coke 2. carrots 3. meat 4. passion tea lemonade 5. chocolate 6. pancakes 7. water 8. gum SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY: 1. turtle ring 2. flors bracelt 3. heart necklace 4. sandals 5. jeans 6. underwear 7. makeup SIX THINGS THAT YOU HATE: 1. "people" who spoil harry potter 2. people who cut you first 3. people who think they own you 5. people who let others walk all over them 6. bush FIVE THINGS YOU DO DAILY: 1. drive 2. eat 3. text 4. hug my dog 5. drink diet coke FOUR TELEVISION SHOWS YOU WATCH: 1. degrassi 2. six feet under 3. my so called life 4. 24 (IF IT EVER COMES BACK ONNNN!!) THREE THINGS YOU WANT: 1. a car 2. ucsc (kresge college and that guy) 3. a genie TWO THINGS YOU SAY OFTEN: 1. fucking a 2. what an idiot ONE BOOK: 1. the vagina monologues its nights like this... ♥ 9 | aren't worth the sorrow

[17 Jul 2005|02:15pm] [ mood | ... ] harry potter 6 was just spoiled for me. im on chapter 10 but does it really matter anymore? is this book that i have coveted for so long really as important as it was about, oh.... 10 minutes ago? no, i dont think so. if anyone knows an extremely deadly and annoying virus, please send it to me so i can pass it along. i will martyr myself and my computer so that fucking shitfaced whore gets what they deserve. wow, i am so beyond anger right now. FLOR: call me when you get home from work so we can plot our revenge.

a fucking joke [11 Jul 2005|10:05pm] [ mood | getting better ] [ music | elliott smith ] so seeing as how ive been diseased for the past century (and no its NOT mono, which has just recently been brought to my attention), ive had lots of time to ponder about the choices ive made this past school year. i dont really know what i was thinking. something has changed, but i dont really know what it is, or when it happened. and i really really REALLY miss my friends. i miss being outside. and i miss coming home late at night with a smile on my face. oh and i miss my friends. i dont really miss certain things because whatever that thing was, in my personal opinion, never really existed. it never existed. (<< that makes me miss flor) oh, and also being sick has made me fall in love with movies all over again (shut up, i had nothing better to do). im glad eternal sunshine is still amazing um, i miss my friends, and if i have no temperature tomorrow ,which i dont think i will, i can go out on wednesday. so somebody play with me! ♥ i miss my friends.

and it comes to an end [04 Jul 2005|01:23pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | sigur ros ] hawaii is almost gone. im excited to come home and see all my friends (MIA: your entry made me smile. that is such an ugly picture of me, but i dont even care because its also cute, its cute AND ugly. i love you!!), but im also sad because this has been such a liberating and eventful 10 days. sex. drugs. rock and roll. amazing pancakes. regrets? i havent decided. i come home on the 6th at 6 am but i will have taken many a pill on the flight, so i will be up for seeing everyone i've missed. be prepared for stories. um, i love all of you (well some of you) and happy fourth of july? ♥ ps I MISS DRIVING 2 | aren't worth the sorrow

i've become what i've always hated. [31 May 2005|03:17pm] so i love having a "relationship" with someone and then a year later realizing that its the worst, most unhealthy type of relationship possible ... what do i love even more then that? the fact that i dont care god, i am such a hypocrite. my day was swell ♥

[24 May 2005|06:26pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | simon and garfunkel ] yummy!! guess whos gonna have fun waking up 3:40 in the morning tomorrow?? ME!! (zanex = my new best friend) hapy birthday my mom and breannna!! ♥ 4 | aren't worth the sorrow

i want my kisses back from you [18 May 2005|09:38pm] [ mood | what do you think? ] [ music | no sensitivity//jew ] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 5 | aren't worth the sorrow

[12 May 2005|09:12pm] [ mood | sniffly ] [ music | twilight//elliott smith ] 46 days til hawaii 1 week til my birthday 3 days til taking back sunday 44(ish) days til school gets out oy. ♥

[10 May 2005|09:08pm] [ mood | older ] [ music | 20th century towers// death cab ] We'll correct collegiate mistakes, a shower of formal ideals, completely soused. The hearts on our sleeves as they drowned we could hear them screaming. Oh what a tragic way to see our final days. I attempt to talk up the town: The answers are in the arches of the 20th Century Towers and in comfortable cares in motion. And yet it still remains, this incessant refrain: You're just like the rest. Your restlessness makes you lazy. Keeping busy is just wasting time and I've wasted what little he gave me. (all around) I know the conscious choice was crystal clear the slate of former years: When I sang softly in your ear and tied these arms around you. growing up ♥ 2 | aren't worth the sorrow

[28 Apr 2005|03:05pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | from first to last// emily ] given that these are the two most dreaded weeks out of the entire junior year of high school i am surprisingly happy sure, the weekend is gonna suck seriouos ass and im pretty sure that ive been ditching 6 period WAY too much and im failing school right now im really happy i got to hangout (for the first time in FOREVER) with flor, who i love so incredibly much the weather today is absolutly beautiful im going to hawaii in like.. 60 days this year is almost fucking over (bittersweet) everything is just pretty alright right now. i wonder if i just jinxed it. just because i want to post a picture: i will be here in less then 2 months. ♥

this song makes me smile [24 Apr 2005|07:44pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | The White Stripes ] Fall is here, Hear the yell Back to school, ring the bell Bran new shoes, walking blues Climb the fence, books and pens I can tell that we are gonna be friends I can tell that we are gonna be friends Walk with me, Suzy Lee Through the park and by the tree We will rest upon the ground And look at all the bugs we found Safely walk to school without a sound Safely walk to school without a sound Here we are, no one else We walked to school all by ourselves Theres dirt on our uniforms From chasing all the ants and worms We clean up and now its time to learn We clean up and now its time to learn Numbers, letters, learn to spell Nines and books and show and tell Play time we will throw the ball Back to class, through the hall Teacher marks us high against the wall Teacher marks us high against the wall We dont notice any time pass We dont notice anything We sit side by side in every class Teacher thinks that I sound funny But she likes the way you sing Tonite Ill dream while Im in bed When silly thoughts go through my head About the bugs and alphabet When I wake, tomorrow Ill bet You and I will walk together again I can tell that we are gonna be friends Yes, I can tell that we are gonna be friends

so aside from not really feeling anything right now [21 Apr 2005|09:50pm] [ mood | just wondering.... ] [ music | gossip folks: missy elliott ] not like anyone reads ljs anymore, but... when you hear the word "bashful", what do you think of? 9 | aren't worth the sorrow

HAHA OH MY GOD...hahhaha...oh MY god [04 Apr 2005|06:51pm] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | HAHAHAHA ] i had the best walk to my car from tutoring EVER. have you ever seen a guy who was so incredibly hot that fifteen minutes later your driving home and say to yourself out loud "oh my god" and just start laughing, and then repeating this cycle for the next 10 minutes?? well i have. wow. OH MY GOD. hahahahahahahahaha

[28 Mar 2005|10:41pm] new screen name: yourmaradona and so apparently maradona was a famous argentinia soccer player, but i meant it to be from the brand new song. so please dont ask for an explanation. ♥ spring break = my favorite. hi daisy! welcome to la!!!!

[19 Mar 2005|10:30am] [ mood | pessimistic ] [ music | kissing the lipless//the shins ] i dont update alot anymore, i know i say this on every rare entry. but i really dont. i dont even know why i hve an lj - i've come to terms with the fact that lj and myspace, are just sad little forums that let people post pictures of themselves saying omg i look so bad, and then everyone comments saying no, you're hot. so maybe i doknow why i have an lj... myspace is just the same - my ranking score is 8.6... and i am sad to say that makes me happy. yesterday was fun - i spent the day with nicole. we went to my house and then to northridge and saw the ring 2 which was really scary but horribly predictable. oh and i got a really cute new jean jacket (thank you nicole for forcing me to buy it..hehe) flor, i know your gone now. but i miss you and i love you, and im gonna write you one long ass email tonite i sware! oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERICA!!! "omg i look so bad" 13 | aren't worth the sorrow

!!!!! [09 Mar 2005|10:27pm] [ mood | pissed off ] if you say 'i love you' one more time i might just stop believing you.

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